i ♥ youu boyy ! ((:

♥ Wednesday, March 31, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Todayy ikaa do Project with temanteman in school !
I do enjoy doing with them .
But , we all like veryvery gyler just now tawukk !
Supposed to talk about projects & give ideas !
At the end talk about other thinggs & tk btul !
While talkingg among us , we do our own work but not doing projects !
Maii do Art Homework .
Illa playingg Maii Phone .
Dayaa writingg something special for her own memories with * insert Name * .
Ikaa drawdraw with idea that been given by Fiqaah .
Fiqaah just look us what we are doingg !
See guys , how lazyy am i being a group leader .
Tiredd laaa . Responsibility manyymanyy tawukk !
Need to arrange the time & so onn !
Seriouslyy , i hate doingg projects tawukk !
Especially when certain ideas is not in the fuckingg brain .
Is hard to think & is hard to focus .
&& no one helping me with the ideas & cluess !
But now , i have this one gropus of mine that helping me some of it !
Thankss kawanskawans ! :DD
Finishedd our discussions , we wanted to go back home .
Butt , the weather didnt allow us to go back home .
Howw to go home kans if raining heavily ?! Kanss ?!
But yett , we still walkk .
Tired of waitingg .
Tired with all those work that been given by teacher .
Tired in everyy single things that i've done in my life .
Tired ! I'm tired now !
Please give me some break ! Kayy ?
Ehh ! Cannot ! Cannot ! Cannot !!!
I need to prepare for my Mid-Year Exams !
Exams is around the corner !
I've still not prepare & not readyy to study for my exams !
Need to memories single step that been thought by cikguscikgus !
Lecehh tawuk being a student like me ! Kanss ?
Padahal koraang pun students ! Jgnn nk step big here ! Cheyyy ! ;DD

Ouhh , dont forget this .
This massage for my belovedd Sayangg !
Sayangg , get well soon kayy ! Eat your obat & rest well !
Tu laaa , tdo lambat lagyy kanss ?
See , now sickk plakkk ! Ishk Ishk Ishkk !
Biee ... Bie .... Bieee ....
IloveYouMyDearBabyyBoyyKu ! ;DD

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♥ Tuesday, March 30, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Ika is back on town okay ! ;D
Basically , today lesson in school as usual .
But , Mrs.K didnt come to school ! Sickk laa oii !
Pityy her kanss ?
Today no recess for the Food Studies students coz need to cook !
See , how bad it is !
Orytee , today Irma & Ikaa cook Gado-Gado & Cocktail drink !
Not so sure about the drink name & actual recipe .
But , Irma & i make our own recipe tawuk . So CLEVER ! ;DD
Nice tawuk ! If wanna know how to make it , ask me personally !
Cheyyy ! Ikaa like real onlyy kanss ?
Took 1 & the half hour to cook those dishes !
Mcm bnykk gytu ' those dishes kans ? ' ;D
But yet , i do enjoy masak with Irma ! Fun seyyy !
Tadyy Babyyboy told me tat his mummy cook Ayam Merah tawuk !
&& today , mummy Ikaa cook Ayam Merah too tawukk !
Sebokk jekk kans Babyyboy aku niee ! Biee .. Biee ....
So , currently chatting with Ayiz & msg with Babyyboyy ! ;D
Like to disturb both of them ! Favourite tawuukk ! Nyeeets ~
Now Aiz da offline , Babyyboy aku da tdo !
&& nnow Ika sorang lagikk ! Sedihh nyerr ! *sobsob *
Nehh mind ! Ika can watch TV & write diaryy ! Bluekk !

I miss someone now ! Someone who just enter my LIFE !
My babyyboyy laaa ! Sape lagikk kans ? iLOVEyou !

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♥ Monday, March 29, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Firstly , if you are not interested with my long post , get lost !
Joking-joking ! ;DD
Okayy , basically i want to sayy sorry for not updatingg my blog for a long longg time .
Been busy with my school works , projects and anyy stuff .
& also not enough time to do so . Damn tired !
&& now , i'm still tired . ;DD
But its okayy , nothingg much to do now . So i'll update a veryy long post for you all ! :D

First , i wanna wish Muhd Al-Hafiz Happy 15 Belatedd Birthday ! 22-3-1010 !
I knoww da basi gylerr ! But still ikaa mau wish lagi ! ;DD
&& i still own you present ! Sorry for the latelate present kwnn ! Tghh pokaii niee !
I'll give you soon kayy dearr ! ;D
Lets start about 26-3-2010 !
School as pernormal that dayy ! After school go home straight !
I need to prepare for my Dragon Boat with my Red Cross Cadets & NCC too !
Fun ! I do enjoyy my dayy that dayy ! Really memorable dayy for me ! :D
Finished my Dragon Boat at 6pm & headed back to school .
Otw back to school ,Ms Tan talk to me , Nana & fiqk !
About NDP this year ! She ask us to involed in NDP .
But , i dont want . I just dont know ? I'm not interested suddenlyy .
Actually i want to join NDP .
But , when i heard that every training need to change venue , straight forward i dont want .
Finished talking to teacher , i go back home with hym !
Tired tawukk ! Tired sgtsgt ! But fun !
On 27-3-2010 !
Went out with my babyygirls !
Went to Bugis & do project at Bugis Libararyy !
Finished our work , plan to go Esplanade !
At the end , Maii & me & babyy onlyy go !
Ilaa didnt go coz she need to go ospital visit her grandmother .
Shafiqah dont ant to get a long with us .
Daya didnt follow us fro the begining coz her aunt dont allow her to go out .
So , left me & maii . Waited Hubby at City Hall .
Took about 30 mins for hiim to reached City Hall .
While waiting for hym ! Maii & i talk about somethingsomething !
Baikk maii ! Thanks listening to my problems ! && pityy youu too !
Nehh mind , ikaa here for youu kayy monyett ! ;DD
At the same tyme saw Irma & her Mother ! She oso go City Hall ! ;DD
When he alreadyy arrived , we go esplaned && walk walk .
We took about an hour to relax at there & what ever soo !
Then , maii da laapaa then we go Downtown eat Mac !
20 mins for her to eat the food ! Slow laa nie girl ! Tired menunggu ! ;D
Finished eating , ask Maii & hubby to accompanyy me go Sis pit at Pasir Ris !
Thanks Maii & hubby ! Sayaaang korangs ! ;DD
&& Maii at there veryy nakal tau ! Make so much noise like small kid !
Then thens she bully me ! Jahat kanns ? Rabakk maii !
Ikaa bilangg mummy akuu ! :DD
Tak mauuu kwn kauu lagi ! Hheehhees ~
Finished spent time together , we go back home .
Go off from there at 7.45pm .
&& also I wanna wish Faiz & Nyyssa Happy 1 year Anni ! Lastt longg krgs ! ;DD
Reached home at 8 plus ! So tired tawukk ! But i do enjoy my dayyy !
On 28-3-2010 !
Had my religious class & tuition !
As ususal , religious class at 8-9.30am !
Finished my religious class , father fetch me & send me to my anut house for tuition !
Reached there , my sedare ask me to eat first then can sleep !
Finished eating , straight awayy i go bed & sleep until 12.30 .
Wake up then wash my face then tution start ! :D
Finished tuition , familyy fetch me once again & we go Johor Baharu !
We planned to watch movie there ! At the end we just go shoppingg ! ;D
Thanks to Abahh & Mama for treat me mkn & also the Converse Bag !
I loikee so muchh tawukk ! Really love it ! Appreciate alot ! ;DD
Yesterdayy so damndamn tired ! Tired sgtsgt tawukk ! Ikaa mau rest manyymanyy !
&& today ! 29-3-2010 !
Meet up my peepsz as usual at West Plaza & also hubby !
So sorry kalau ikaa lmbtt ckit tadyy ! Rushing with all my stuff !
Iron my skirt last minutes ! Pityy me tawukk ! Sedihh ikaa !
School is getting worse to worse ! I need a break please !
I need a rest ! I want to rest ! I'm tired with my school assigments !
Not really assigments ! But project getting more&more !
I've no idea what am i going to do !
Not onlyy school works , but lazyy to layan all those karenahhkarenahh !
Ikaa tired ! Ikaa mau rest ! Stress tawukk ! Haizz ...
&& today , planned with kwnskwns to lepakk !
But at the end ika yg tk nakk ! See , ika very bad seyy !
Sorry kwnkwn ku ! I dont mean it ! Sorry tk dpt lepak with krgs !
Thanks to dayaa for urut me ! Best ! Ikaa mauu lagii bsk ! Baaaaahs ~
Okayy , i think its longg enough kanss ?
Ikaa da tired mauu typetype ! ;D
Tomorrow ika will countinue ! Insya'allah ! ;DD

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♥ Sunday, March 21, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Kwnkwns ! Hello ! Miss me ? ;DD
Sorry for not updating blog for a longlongg time !
I'm busyy with my holidays ! ;D
Basically , last Sunday till Tuesday , went to Genting & Nilai & Melaca !
Wake up 3.00am in the morning & get ready to go out .
Meet up my uncles & aunty at Woodlands .
Then straight awayy go Genting .
But off course at Johor Baharu we stop for awhhile & had our breakfast together .
Pityy to my dad didn't get along with us as family . He need to workk ! ;D
Straight forword , arrived Genting at 1pm . && that time wanted to check in the hotel .
But , we did check in first . So we bought ou tickets & enter the Theme Park ! ;D
Seriouslyy , we do enjoy ourr dayy ! Fun oii !
We stop until the place is closed . The next dayy , some plan to go Kuala Lumpur .
At the end , all of us end up at Genting for Second dayy .
So , we bought our new ticket again . && we took familyy package ! ;DD
Space Shot , Roller Coster , Spider-Man ! Fun gylerr oii !
I loike !! The second dayy is the best day ever .
All of us spent tyme together ! Hurrayyy ! ;DD
As pernormal , until the place closed then we go of !
Reached hotel terus lepakk !
THe next day in the morning , we go Nilai & Melaca !
Seriouslyy , Nilai is damn hot & boringg gylerr !
Wanted to shopp ! At the end ?? Kiwakk ! Suckk seyy !
Skalii at the same tyme some off my sedare keep on vomitting none stop !
Pityy themm kanss ? But now theyy are okayy alreadyy ! ;DD
Finished our journeyy at 10pm .
Then go back S'pore ! Reached home at 1am in the morning !
On Wednesday take a rest & relax at home !
Text my abiee ! ;DD
On Thursdayy until Saturday . 18 - 20 March 2010 !
Had my Red Cross Course ! First aid ! ;DD
Fun but yet little boring & suck ! ;DD
First dayy of Red Cross Course , i lost my wallet !
Thanks ehh ! Thankss ! Thankss !
BUt now i have my wallet back ! Only $15 lost !
On 20 oso need to go my uncle house at Bedok !
Seriouslyy so tired laa seyy !
But thanks to hubbby send me sampai Bedokk ! ;D
Then today had mt religious class & tuition !
Today i'm still tired !
Still in holiday mood ! Dont want to go school !
Have not finished my homework !
Not even stared yet ! hahahahah !

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♥ Tuesday, March 16, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

HELLO PEOPLE!! IKAA'S HUBBY HERE AGAIN!

The longing penetrates the heart deeply

The days go by ever so slowly
Sunrise to sunset there’s only you in my memory
Heaviness sets in as my eyes become teary.

Opening the window I see the moon shining brightly
Illuminating the darkness giving hope to many
But no matter how hard I stare at nature’s beauty
It just isn’t as magical without you beside me.

The alarm rings and birds are chirping noisily
A new day and a new beginning it should be
But the same yearning occupies my mind so strongly
Because in my heart the love for you burns eternally.

Baby went on holiday since last sunday. Gi Genting ngan KL.
Best seh! Im sure she is having a great time there with family.
No one knows how much i miss u tau ayaang.

P.S- When are you coming back ayaang??

I MISS YOU!!

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♥ Saturday, March 13, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Hello myy Bbyygirls&Bbyyboyys ! ;DD
Sorry didn't update for a longgglongg tymee .
The last post done by myBeloved ! Thanks ! ;D
Lazyy to update & ask hym some help !
First.y , i would like to wish Hapyy 3 Monthsaryy to Biee&Biee !
I love my Hubby so muchh tawukk !

Secondlyy , i would to tell story bout yesterdayy event ! ;D
School as usual . But overall dont have much lesson every Fridayy !
Yett , i do enjoyy my dayy yesterdayy with frens&scandals aroundd me ! Cheers !
After school , go home straight !
Reached home , bath & all kind off stuff ! ;DD
&& get readyy to go out meet up all my Red Cross member at Changi Airport !
Ms Tan , Mr Lim & Ms Teri treat us at Poooopyeee ! Yummy !
Thanks chers ! ((:
Basically , reached there around 4ppm plus .
Wait up for nanabonchh for so longg ! Lmbtt uhh nana nihh !
At last sampai juqakk kwnn akuu nihh !
Reached Poooooopyee eat ! Then spent tyme witth them & took picture !
Yesaa ! Snapp manyymanyy pictures tawukk ! ;D
Love it ! I loike ! Baaaahs !
Finished eating walkwalk at Changi until 7pm .
Then heade back home ! So damn tired tawukk !
Until here thens ! :DD
More pictures will update at Facebook ! ((:

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♥ Thursday, March 11, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

HELLO PEOPLE!!

IKAA'S HUBBY HERE HELPING MY AYAANG TO UPDATE BLOG!!!

Short update cause first time updating blog. Today sch was as per normal. had maths test. quite easy. After sch had D&T study time. After that meet ayaang at ws cause she wanna print and leminate some photos. Gambar smua lawa2 nye tawuk. Lawa gyler!!! FUYOOOOOOHH!!!

Ayaang borrrowed book from library about boys- about how they act, why they act that way, if they really love the girl etc... Went back at 4.30. Ayaang phone now tgh sot2 mcm dier sendiri. HAHAHA!! I'll end the post here. So buhbye peeps! Take care! Stay healthy and remember eat fruits!

P.S- ayaang i miss u and i love u manymany!!!

1 MORE DAY TO GO

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♥ Tuesday, March 9, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Lovelyy Fwenss ! ;DD
I love myy belovedd kwanss & hubbyy too ! * wide smile * ;DD
Kwnsskwnss , don't argueearguee kayy !
Not good ! Menjauhhi persahabatan tawukk !
No use we always argurargue ! But , no reason .
Onlyy small matter ! Dont make it bad to worse kayy ! ((:
Todayy slacked with hubyy , nana & nash at Downtown Pasir . Ris .
Slackedd there for awhile den go Mac .
Coz the cuace so fckingg hot ! WTH !
At 3pm headed backk home ! But he did'nt antaa ikaaa .
Recieved emercencyy call from familyy ! buy NEW HANDPHONE !
Ikaa tk mau fwenn hubbyy lagii uhh ! Mentang2 NEW HANDPHONE !
Sudaaa laaa ! Grgghh !
Ikaaa finishh type . Nowww mauu layann irmaa&sue&qeem&hubby ! ((:

P.S - Di mana ada CINTA , di stu ada KEPAHITAN ! ;DD

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♥ Monday, March 8, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Latelyy Been Busyy with school activity !
On 5 March 2010 ! I have my Red Cross Camp !
You know whyy people ?! The next dayy which on 6 March I have Footdrill Competition !
But , didn't make it to the finals !
Seriously , i'm so dissapointed tawukk ! I just dont know whyy ?
Although i'm not interested in Red Cross , but yet i do feel dissapointed .
We try our best to make it to the finals . But , God didn't allowed us .
But at least we try our best ! Kansskansskans ? ((:
5 March didn't sleep at all . Listen to MJ 12 until 2am .
Then baringgbaring . Onlyy sleep about 1 hour .
But , my face look so fresh enough ! ((:
6 March finished the Footdrill at 2pm . & headed back to Pasir Ris by our own .
But , first off all , we eat our luch first . Finished eating , took bus 88 .
The journey took about an hour . In the bus sleep all the wayy . ((:
Reached Pasir Ris , Meet up Ayangg & Nash at Interchange .
Then we go mkn at KFC . But i didn't eat coz full laa ! NNt gemok ! ((:
Finish eating & all stuff he sent me back home !
Thankss Ayangg ! ((:
In the bus wanted to sleep .
But , pityy hym kans ? Tu pasal tk mau sleep . Just tahann .
&& try to entertain hym as i could . ((:
Reached home rest for awhile & sleep again .
I just dont know why that dayy bnykk sleep . To tired i think !
&& then didn't layan hym at all seyy ! Baekk ikaa ! ((:
Sorry aayanggku !
The next day on 7 March !
Didn't go for my religious class & no tuition .
I'm to tired & had a bad headache that tyme & little bit fever .
Pityy me kanss ? No appetiete to eat laa . && no energy also ! Weird ikaa ! ((:
At night then eat obat , iron school uniform & sleep .
On 8 March which is today !
Today i'm frreshh ! ((:
I'm smilling kawans ! Saw hym jumpjump ! Baaaahss ~
School as pernormal . But no English lesson coz Mrs.Q got something to settle with .
So , we enjoyy laaa ! ((:
Took so manyy pictures . But now waiting for ilaaLalaland to uppload the pictures .
Lmbtt uhh this gurl ! Nehh mind , I can wait . Bsk oso can upload !
Actually people , i've got so many photos need to upload tauu !
But , i dont have much tyme to upload it ! If i want to upload at Facebook also no use !
Kanskanskans ? ((:
Kayy I'm done laa Ladys & Gentlemen ! ;DD

P.S - I just dont know whats my motive put that picture above ! Hahhaha !~

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♥ Friday, March 5, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Ladys & Gentlemen ! ((:

Now in school ! Tomorrow have my Red Cross Footdrill ! ((:

Wish me luck people ! Baaahs ~

You know what people ? I miss my ayanng now tawukk !

Miss hym alot ! Miss hym alot ! Ayangg ! I miss You ! Nk jumperr cn ? Nyeeets ~

Feel like 1 year tk jumper dierr ! Hhahaha ~

I think iikaa tk tdo for naryy ! Dont feel lyke tdo laa kwnnkwnn !

Lepakss with member pat luar & polish my boots & eateat !

Seriouslyy , fucking tiredd seyy !

First , report to school at 4pm & polish boots until 5.30pm .

After that , had a simple briefing .

Finished the briefing , we start to fall in & practice marching to be perfect !

But , we didn't march the actual one . We practice the round 2 .

Cozz we scared that we might go for the Finals & March the Freestyle ! ((:

Had our dinner at West Plaza . While eating , nana bacin asikk laughlaugh jekk !

Mauu eat oso susah ! At last dier tak finish mkn ! Gonjengg dier !

Then headed back to school & continue march !

Then we bath & all stuff ! Kayy , think i'm done !

I'll elaborate more kayy bskkbsk !

&& sorry kalau ikaa tk update for long tymee ! Sorry kwnkwnn ! ((:

Ayangg ! I love you ! Muacks ! ((:

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♥ Wednesday, March 3, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Old - Old - Old picture !
& now , miss my Short Bob Hair ! Cute kanss ?
With my " Vogue " face ! Baaaahss !
Kayy , lets talk about todayy kayy !
Basically , early morning he text me & meet hym at West Plaza & kwnkwnn also !
Missing hym manyymanyy tawukk !
Share some problems . & frend share problems to me !
When CPA lesson , fight with Taufik !
Skali aku pump muke ! Pecah muke kau fiqq ! Pecahh !!! * kacau aku lagi ! *
Stay back after school coz just now we are late & stuff !
Then had my Red Cross at 2.30 . But came at 4.00pm .
&& finished at 6.00 ! Tired laa !
Buhbye people ! Lovee krggs manyymanyy ! ((:

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♥ Tuesday, March 2, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Now , the problem that want to forget about , still STUCK in my mind again because of YOU !
I don't understand you ! I don't understand you !
Whats wrong with you want to talk about the past again ?!
Just go out of my life laa !
I think you don't understand how it feels like !
You don't know how HURT it is !
You don't know how HARD it is when each problem come out of sudden ,
When you own daughter have her own problem !
You don't know how hard you daughter want to focus on her studies !
But , at the same time you expect her to get a good grades ! && pass all subjects !
But now ? You do this nonsense things towards her !
Whats the thing that you are not HAPPY about ?
Whats is your problem now ?
What will you get when you this to me ?
Come on laa ! Wake up ! Now is 2010 !
Give me some space for me to rounder around ! Please ...
Kadang - Kadang , bende buruk yang jadi pada kita , ada HIKMAH sebaliknya !
Allah juqak akan beri NIKMAT pada kita ,
setelah kita sanggup menyelesaikan masalah yang kita hadapi slama ini .
Tapi , aku tertanyer - tanye hingga hari ini masalahku tedak pernah selesai !
Aku tk sanggup uuntuuk mengahadapi semua ini ! Aku keliru !
Ya Allah , bantuhi la hambaMu ini ! Amin ! ((:

Basically , today school as per - normal !
&& today also we celebrate someones bdae !
First of all , i want to wish Happy Birthday to Mrs.Q !
Thanks for giving us hope & take care of us for the past 3 years !
We do appreiate all the moments tthat we had together .
Eventhough the bad & good things !
We enjoy to have you by our side as 2nd Motther ! * Mother laa sgtt ! *
I've nothing to give you . But , i hope all your wishes come true & so on !
Thanks for every single things that you've done towards us !
We sorry if we do anyy wrong doings towards you !
Happy Birthdayy Mrs.Q ! ((:
& today lesson not that bad !
Coz , we fiinished our class at 12.30 . But need to stay back for some reasons .
Had my Red Cross Training at 1.30pm & finished at 5.00pm .
I'm so tired & wanted to sleep right now !
But , need to study for my Science Test . ((:
Wish me luck kwnkwn ! Hope i'll past !
English lesson Mrs.Q annouce that we wiill get our English Common Test asap .
She toold us that only 3 failiers . I also hope that i pass ! ((:
Kayy , i'm done ! I just dont want to eleborate more bout today !
Coz , just finished fighting ! Stupid !

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