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That Girl !


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Nickname: ZieZiee/Ikaa
1st Cry: 25-11-1994
Ex-student of Fernvale Primary
Currently in Siglap Secondary
Status: Single & Attached
Age: Sweet 17
Staying @ Punggol
Zodiac: Sagittarius
Friendster: haziqah1994@hotmail.com
Facebook: haziqah1994@hotmail.com
Msn: haziqah1994@hotmail.com
She loves blue, black, red & white ! =D

+ MoRe aBouT Me +


Cravings !


One of them would be...

- New Headphone ?
- New Top/Dress ?
- New Bottoms/Skirts ?
- New Shoe ?
- Laptop ?

Anyone can buy it for me?


Whispers !



Beloved !


Memories !


August 2008
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November 2008
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January 2009
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January 2010
February 2010
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April 2010
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July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
December 2010
January 2011

Music !



MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Credits


Designer: Agnes
Base Code: Tammy
Image: Enakei
Image Host: Tinypic & Photobucket


Wednesday, February 24, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

I am going to SMILE like NOTHING GOES WRONG !
Talk like EVERYTHING are PERFECT !
Act like it is all a DREAM and PRETEND that is NOT HURTING me but actually is DOES !
Sick of CRYING ! Tired of TRYING ! YES , I'm SMILING but I'm DYING INSIDE !
I am CRYING inside but NOBODY KNOWS it because I am always HAPPY on the OUTSIDE !
Pretend to SMILE !
Pretend to be HAPPY as USUAL !
Pretend that I'M OKAY but actually I'M NOT !
Pretend that I'm NOT CRYING !
All GONE !
I'm STUCK with this ISSUE !
I just don't know who can i share with !

Much MISSES from me to you !
Dear , if you read this , i want to sayy that I'M SORRY .
I'M SORRY for my WRONG doings toward you this days !
I'M SORRY that I'm not the best girlfriend of yours !
I'M SORRY that I'm say that I'm okay ! But actually I'm NOT !
I don't want to make you worried about me !
I'M SORRY for EVERYTHING ! I'M SORRY !


See , this thing won't settle if I carry on like this !
I need to tell them the truth ! Should I ? Should I not ?
But how ? What should i tell them !
I'm so Depressed !
I'm so Stress !
I'm so Upset !
I'm so Useless !
I'm so Bad !
I'm so Worried what will happen next ?!
What will they do when they knows every single thing ?
What will they react toward me ?
Whats their plan next ?
Where they want to sent me too ?
Is hard for me to think positively now !
Is hard to think the right way with my situation like this !
I'm just speechless !
I can't even focus with my studies !
I can't even be a better daughter , friend , girlfriend ! I'm bad !
Ignore me people ! I'm your type !
Just act like I'm not in this WORLD anymore !
Ignore my appearance ! Ignore it ! Ignore !
Can't stop crying !




Updated By ZieeZiee !

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